Let the Worrying Begin!

As you might already know, I have been down this road before. Twice, to be exact. So while I am very happy that we have crossed a major hurdle, I am still terrified. My old clinic was big on the constant monitoring. I would go 2-3 times a week for blood and ultrasound. Even though it was a little stressful waiting for that phone call at 2pm every other day, at least I knew where things stood. Our current clinic only does once a week monitoring. ONCE A WEEK! That gives me 7 whole days between appointments to wonder what's going on in there. Seven days to worry about every little twinge, cramp and pain. Seven days of examining my discharge 75 times a day (I know, tmi) and wondering is it supposed to be this color? (Any expert crinone users out there?)Honestly, I don't know how I will stay sane.

Anyhoo, I went for an ultrasound, bloodwork and another dose of IvIg on Thursday. One thing I really like about this clinic is that my doctor does her own ultrasound scans. No stupid technician who can't find my uterus. Also, they have a really cool high tech 3D ultrasound machine. From the ultrasound, it looks like at least two of the embryos implanted. One of the doctors seemed to think there might be three, but it was too early to tell. Three! Weeee!

I go back for another ultrasound on Wednesday. Pray that I don't lose my mind before then.