7.19.2006

Happy Hump Day

I am toying with the idea of looking for a new job and/or going back to school. This is probably the worst possible time to take on any new endeavors, since we will start a new cycle in a few weeks. However, I am wasting away at this job. I need a challenge or something to keep me from wiling away my days alternating between watching Nip/Tuck on my work-issued computer and obsessing about having a baby. Considering how much we will have to come out of pocket for the IVIg, I know this is not the time to be thinking about quitting my job. And I just don’t know if another job would give me the flexibility to go to my numerous doctor appointments, acupuncture, not to mention my lunchtime shopping excursions. So I guess I will start looking into going back to school. Now I just need to figure out what I really want to be when I grow up.

This past weekend I spent some time hanging out with my parents. They are always so happy when I come over, even if it is just to eat all of their food, lounge on the couch and watch their enormous tv. I think they just like having someone there to run interference for their numerous and never-ending “debates.” I get a kick out of how they will each pull me to the side to tell me what the other one did. Anywho, I ended up helping my dad with his iPod. This was a bigger task than it needed to be because he has so much CRAP on his computer that it runs as slow as molasses in the wintertime. There is no room for a single icon on his screen. My dad says he usually turns his computer on first thing in the morning and by the time he showers and shaves, it is usually up and running. This made me laugh for about 10 minutes. My brother and I might need to pool our money to buy him a new computer for his birthday. We ended up driving to the apple store because his hard drive was damaged. Thankfully it was still under warranty, so they gave him a new one. My dad is convinced that most electronic devices have a chip installed that makes them self-destruct just after the warranty expires. My mom thinks companies actually send a signal to selected devices based on how the company is doing financially. “Your iPod will self-destruct in five seconds!” They might be right. Haaa!

I don’t really have much to report from the IF front. I started my birth control pills a few weeks back, and I’ll start the Lupron injections next week. I have been spotting a little this week…not sure what that’s about, but I’ll ask the nurse when I go in for my “training” on Friday. In other health issues, I am still having problems with my eyes. One doctor told me that he thinks I am allergic the particular brand of contacts I’ve been wearing. I went back to my original optometrist and she says I have corneal keratits (again). Gaaah! I’m thinking a nice little zap with a laser will cure all of my vision problems. But I’m pretty sure I can’t get a doctor to do this in the midst of cycling. Oh well.

4 Comments:

Blogger Tuco said...

Once again I'm finding the wrong type of "cycling" : )
(I started a blog about my long distance cycling commute and have been searching for other cycling blogs).
Good luck with your marathon though, I work part time at a Running Room (a speciality running shoe store in canada), so if you want any shoe advice let me know!

1:28 PM  
Blogger soralis said...

I love that your parents think that there is a conspiracy out there to make electronics fail! :)

Good luck with your cycle!

Take care

6:17 AM  
Blogger Seri said...

You know what, go for it. I just applied to go back to grad school. The timing couldn't be worse for ttc, but you know what else? We certainly aren't guaranteed anything in life, and that includes children. We could be waiting for that "right" moment to get a new job, have a kid, go to school, etc. I say just do it. Good luck with whatever you decide.

1:42 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Ya know. It never really occured to me that there are people...ok I'll say it, black people, that are having a hard time conceiving. Here I am literally whining about how hard it is to raise my kids (3 girls), & stay sane(ha!), & have some sort of life outside of care taking (not possible) - then I read about how you are obsessing with wanting this life I am whining about. Wow. I guess the grass does always seem greener on the other side. Thank you for giving me a new perspective. I wish you luck in your conception. (Though it does not mean I will not still whine about my difficulties...this is hard work. A job you'll love, but thankless.)

2:51 AM  

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